Presenter/ Speaker on Extra Terrestrials, E.T Disclosure, Op
I was a very expressive and sensitive child, I could ‘feel’ things deeply. I would hear a song , a single sustained note - and it would bring tears or ecstatic joy. I was a tree hugger and loved being outside and felt I could talk with the trees.
I remember when I would go to bed, upon closing my eyes, I started seeing images of ‘beings’ with big heads and large black eyes.
It was something that didn’t scare me because I saw them so frequently that it became something I got used to and was not afraid..
I used to look at the sky a lot - even in the daytime, just gazing and having a sense of wanting to be THERE.and a sense of ‘what am I doing HERE?’
I used to jump off my bed, couches, swings, etc.because I wanted to fly so bad and remember crying because I couldn’t actually fly.
I remember having dreams with ‘spirit-like’ entities as a child and began sensing energy around me when no one was physically near.
At the age of 7 or 8 - I remember seeing an oddly- somewhat bright, blue-ish light flashing in the sky out of my bedroom window. With much curiosity, I ran to the window to stand on the electric heater to be able to see what it could be. I saw this light that was more like the shape of sphere and about 2 times the size of a typical airplane high in the sky. I watched in amazement as it started to grow in size, then suddenly shrink back to its original size. It repeated this expansion and contraction - not in regular intervals, but unpredictably. I remember I felt like it was ‘speaking’ to me. I felt a sense of pure awe and wonderment and wanted to shout to tell my sister that I shared a room with, but no one was in the room with me and I didn’t want to leave the window.
When I was 9 yrs, my Dad transitioned from this Life experience at just 30 yrs of age, This experience activated me onto a spiritual path very young. I experienced many ‘supernatural’ Types of experiences after he transitioned and I started to become ‘afraid’ of the ‘invisible’. I began to be terrifiem of the dark, going to sleep at night and being alone -( especially in my room). I used to stand on the electric heaters to see out my bedroom windows at night and gaze at the stars. I remember one time I saw a strange, glowing and flashing ‘blob’ in the sky That was going from small light to big in the next moment. I didn’t think much of it at the time, as I dismissed it as just another ‘wierd’ thing that happens to me’, but it ‘stuck’ with me as a very vivid memory of something I couldn’t explain of what I saw out my window that night.
My Uncle taught me how to meditate when I was 10 and I started having even more vivid ‘dreams of those beings with the big eyes and lots of dreams that I was ‘flying’ .
It wasn’t until I was in my early 20’s that I began having intense ‘dream’ experiences of being on board space ships,, being examined by these same beings I saw when I was little .
Alongside a few unforgettable experiences of what would be termed as ‘paranormal’ experiences
I found myself devouring any books on extraterrestrials ( very rare in those days), ancient civilizations, metaphysical and spiritual books, etc.
I began reading tarot cards for people, doing energy healing,, crystals, remote viewing, and practicing telepathy in my early 20’s although my whirlwind life at that time didn’t allow for the stillness needed for self-reflection.
I began to compartmentalize my life in terms of my ‘sleep’ life- which was always an ‘adventure’ - and my waking’‘ life in which I chose to not tell anyone what strange experiences I was experiencing becauseI felt NO ONE for SURE - that I was having dreams of ufo ships with lights - right outside my window from the 11th floor of my apartment building, or being with grey beings talking with me telepathically on a metal table in a strange room or even odd ‘waking’ life experiences of ‘wierdness‘ like seeing a brilliant pillar of light burst into a a tall being forming-just 3 feet in front of me, orbs passing over my car, etc. I didn’t really talk about it with family or friends. It became a kind of ‘secret life’ of sorts- simply because I didn’t feel like anyone else in my ‘inner circle’ would understand.
After an intense period of inner healing and personal growth, I let go of a lot of ‘heavyiness’ I had been holding on to. I started ‘automatic writing’ and eventually vocal channeling that other higher frequency beings and Galactic beings that call themselves the ‘Council of 5’ It was 5 years ago that I was asked if I was ready to ‘begin sharing and I understood it was about being of service in that way to help others feel more comfortable to open up and share their own stories or experiences - not to ‘hide’ them the way I did.
and so I started - which led to starting the Cosmic Ambassadors Network - a growing body of Cosmic Ambassadors in various communities joined in coherence and unity for the peaceful integration of sustained open contact with benevolent extra terrestrials and facilitating CE-5 groups for inviting contact..
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